Alright.... so i am back slightly earlier than what i expected.. Been having sleepless nights for the past few nights and was unable to sleep until i had rolled around with my pillow for about 1 to 2 hours..

As the days goes by and i think about it.. i seems to have less confidence in myself and start to wonder what will happen the next time round..

Plus..

I think im becoming very easily paranoid recently.. just yesterday or something.. someone from SP admin office called to tell me i have a cheque refund.. and i am supposed to collect it..

in a normal peaceful mind of mine about half a year ago will probably think "YAY money!! $$$". however the currently insane mind of mine's first thought was.. "i failed blaw and dropped out of school.. thats why the money is given back to me because i aint continue-ing" FML~

i got so scared that i called him again and ask why i have refund.. he just said i paid too much.. =/ (at least he didnt mentioned anything like expelled or something)

Looking over to the greener side where the sun always shine better.. i went for WORK today!! though it was a 1 day job.. or rather a 3hr job which earned me $45!! and boy do i love this job.. what did i work as?

INVIGILATOR!~
I love it when i had to put the papers that i am not doing on the table as preparation..
I love it when i start saying all the Rules like "Make sure HP are on silent and in the bag"..
I love it when i announce "you have 5min left"
I love it when im collecting the paper and looking at their "im dead" face..
I love it when its a job of doing nothing for 2 hours but staring at them "dying"
I love it when i earn good money easily..
I love being a saddist invigilator..WOO~

Okayy.. post again when my life get better.. =)